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I Wasn't There
03:48
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we were a couple of weirdos
dancing under the February moon
I made emotion a zero
until i lost you too soon
I still remember your grey eyes
flashing around my head
I couldn't be there to save us
the night was still my only friend
I wasn't there
to see if we could make it
I wasn't there
to hold you through the night
I wasn't there
to tell you that I loved you
your hair as red as the fire
that burns along the evening sky
I swear I'll never forget you
you are the love of my life
they say it is what it is sometimes
but sometimes thats just not enough
I had to lose out on love to realize that I never had your heart
I wasn't there
to see if we could make it
I wasn't there
to hold you through the night
I wasn't there
to tell you that I loved you
we were a couple of weirdos
we fell in love at separate times
please know I'll never forget you
you were always my favourite high
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2. |
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Last year's wishes
Are this year's apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Cause I know how the words get you {off}
We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
Collect the bad habits
That you couldn't bare to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath
Kissed teeth stained red
From a sour bottle baby girl
With eyes the size of baby worlds
We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realize
Two out of three ain't bad
Ain't bad
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
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3. |
There Is
03:14
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this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you swear you loved me more
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend it's all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is
those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
do you care if i don't know what to say?
will you sleep tonight, will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend it's all okay that there's someone out there who feels just like me
there is
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4. |
Marvin's Room
03:12
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Cups of the Rosé
Bitches in my old phone
I should call one and go home
I’ve been in this club too long
The woman that I would try
Is happy with a new guy
But I’ve been drinking so much
That I’ma call her anyway and say
“Fuck that new guy that you love so bad
I know you still think about the times we had”
I say, “fuck that new guy that you think you found
And since you picked up I know he’s not around”
I’m just sayin’ you could do better
Tell me have you heard that lately?
I’m just sayin’ you could do better
And I’ll start hating only if you make me
Uh, cups of the XO
All my people been here
I see all of her friends here
Guess she don’t have the time to kick it no more
Flights in the morning
What you doing that's so important?
I’ve been drinking so much
That I’ma call you anyway and say
“Fuck that new guy that you love so bad
I know you still think about the times we had”
I say, “fuck that new guy that you think you found
And since you picked up I know he’s not around”
I’m just sayin’, you could do better
Tell me have you heard that lately
I’m just sayin’ you could do better
And I’ll start hating only if you make me
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5. |
Day Old Hate
05:57
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So let's face it this was never what you wanted
But I know it's fun to pretend
Now blank stares and empty threats
Are all I have, they're all I have.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
Now you still speak of day old hate
Though your whole world has gone up into flames
And isn't it great to find that you're really worth nothing
And how safe it is to feel safe.
So drown me and if you can
Or we could just have conversation.
And I fall, I fall, I falter
But I'll find you before I drift away
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to stay alive
The things we do just to keep ourselves alive.
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6. |
You Won't Love A Ghost
04:15
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Somebody ought to draw the line
Having you next to me.
We were both afraid to say what we think,
It's part of the poetry.
If I let you go and I walk away it's done,
But isn't it enough to say I won't.
Isn't it enough to say I can't?
And I just keep away for you.
Keep away for me.
You were a song to sing.
A way to say I need you more.
You need to stay.
You'll see me again.
Is it right or wrong?
You'll see me again.
We go on and on.
It's worth the wait,
And all this time I've had to change.
You'll see me again.
I know it won't be long.
When it's hard to break it's hard to take,
And the reasons why I never made it through,
And I never gave you all the things that I wanted to.
If I let you go and I walk away for reasons I will never know.
I break.
You pray.
You'll see me again.
Is it right or wrong?
You'll see me again.
We go on and on.
It's worth the wait,
And all this time I've had to change,
You'll see me again.
I know it won’t be long.
But you won't love a ghost.
I don't and I feel you in my throat.
Another taste of love.
You'll never know.
Never wait for it ‘and now the hand you hold
Is now the hand that holds you down.
You'll see me again.
Is it right or wrong?
You'll see me again.
We go on and on.
It's worth the wait,
And all this time I've had to change.
You'll see me again.
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7. |
The Sun & The Moon
04:18
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Staring closer at these lights
I've been mixing magic potions just to get you off my mind
would have been lost without those memories
but everything felt right
I used to feel home, inside your eyes
taking promises we never made
and making time for things we never should have saved
we didn't ask for this but now I am afraid
you didn't feel home at all
falling faster to the floor
I can stand to see the sight of you with someone else at all
these minutes turn to months I feel
but feeling's something I can't do at all
taking shots at things we never meant
every thought of you is one I can't forget
I never meant to be so full of spite but yet
I used to feel home, please don't forget
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